Kels testimonY...

MOTULIKI FAM BAMBabYYY lOOvesss R kiSSesU ARE MY ROCK(LOL I Know, my hair is hanging out my pony tail, but its the most recent pic we got:))So last night me and my sisters went to watch our girl Beyonce in OBSESSED...It was really good... My girl beyonce was lookin GOOD gOOD, as always! LOL. Anyways and Kel worked all weekend. Friday he work from 6 am to 3 pm then went back at 6 till 3 am...then Saturday he went back at 1pm till 2 a.m... So being that I knew that we were going to be so tired, I figured that we probably weren't going to church (yeah I know better)... Kel gets up at 8:30 when church starts at 9...So I sent Kel to church early with Jaida cause I wanted him to get the sacrament...he still didn't get there in time...I was like 15 minutes behind him...I walked into the church and could here someone bearing their testimony and hella crying. Then I stood still to listen and realized that it was Kel! I was sooo shocked...he has had his priesthood restored for two weeks now, and for the first time in almost two years, he is able to partake of the sacrament and bear his testimony along with other things. And I missed it!!!! Honestly, I was SUPER maDDD at Kel for not waiting...LOL. I knew that it was wrong to be upset wit him, but I was. Especially cause the whole day everyone was complimenting him on what a strong and great testimony he had, so basically I was reminded I missed it all day. Well once we got home... I told him how I was kinda upset with him for not waiting 5 more minutes for us to get there. Then he explained to me how strong the spirit was pushing him to get up there and how hard that he tried to wait for us...he put it off for as long as he could. Until he couldn't bear to sit there anymore. Then I asked myself, "why would the spirit push him sooo hard to speak when I wasn't even there?" This was a HUGGGE learning experience for me... I have been to church on time twice since October!!! I just figured that since I wasn't taking the sacrament, then whats the point of being there for it? You know how it is when you KNOW something...and then you find yourself asking questions that you already know the answer to or doing things that you KNOW are going to bite you in the butt? Thats what I was going through. I KNOW that being there for sacrament whether you are taking the sacrament or not is important. By not attending sacrament and not participating in the spiritual opportunity I can't appreciate it and what it does for me unless I am there and spiritually in tune with the atonement. I am disappointed in myself for not accomplishing my goal that I set every Saturday night to be on time to church. I'm soooo grateful to Kel for setting such a great example to me and Jaida. I don't know whats wrong with me, I have ALWAYS gone to church on time every Sunday whether I was by myself or not and now that I'm on my own, I rely on Kel to push me. The woman should be the strong one!!! LOL But I think that's why Heavenly Father gave Kel to me. He is strong in things that I'm not. And with the help from Heavenly Father and Kels example, I have faith that my weaknesses will be strengthened. I'm grateful for this learning lesson! Even though I missed Kels talk, it opened my eyes. Oh and afterwards, the bishop asked us to speak at the end of this month in sacrament. We have the option to speak on "Come what may, and love it," or temple marriage. I thought it was funny cause that's what my description is for my blog title: "Come what may and love it." So I'm pretty sure we are speaking on that but we will pray about it and see... Well thanx for reading!!! Love yaLL...
PS...I wanna tell Kel that I love you so much and thank u for being such a great husband and wanting the best for me and baby.